Maeengan's Wolf Den
Where Maeengan is free to ramble on about his life in the middle of the Canadian praires.
Breath - Maeengan Linklater
It's good
to be mindful
of your breath
in life and death
from the turbulant
joy of birth
when you escape
into the world
from your mother's womb
Breathing
is your silent companion
never judging
the decisions
you have made
experiencing
the impacts of your relations
In the twilight
of your life
and reflections
your breathing
becomes
shallower
shallower
shallower
Dancing in my heart
You dance
in my heart
to your own
rhythm
and beat
dancing
with happiness
bringin me
joy
Indigenous Kootenays
In the Kootenays
surrounded
by mountains
shadowing
over me
When I’m here
a giant foot
will crash down
covering me
In sand
suffocating
my lungs
slicing
my body
with jagged rock
leaving my pulse
to fade away
bleeding
with this
new mountain range
I’m going
to hear
generations
of blond children
looking
for remains
of peace
order
and
good government
My spirit
is going to rise
float through cracks
inching higher
towards the top
I’m going
to wake spirits
of dead Indians
buried underneath
Kaslo
Nelson
and, Castlegar
Telling them
“It’s okay
time to go
back home”
I’m going
to see them
spawn
generations
of Indians
Indigenous
Kootenays
Reborn
in these mountains
Reborn
without land claims
Reborn
in their territory
When
we’re at the top
of the mountain
at night
we’ll look down
at their fires
sparkling
like diamonds
in summer’s dew
knowing
in the morning
the spirit world
will blanket
the earth
We’ll wake up
where the clouds
kiss the mountain tops
in morning mist
I’ll say
goodbye
to my body
buried
in the mountain
look forward
to my life
anew
Wallet Photograph - Maeengan Linklater
if I give you
a photograph
of me
would you
place me
in your wallet?
keep me warm
when you sit down?
Colonized Spirits - PTSD
Cobblestone sidewalks
bleeding
Indian spirit
Colonized
by pavement
over sand
footprints
bones
Lurking
in shadows
looking at
white people
dreaming
Indians
can’t dream
blocked
by orange
street lights
humming
Smothered
bent over
cop cars
street corners
with pants
down to ankles
Take my children
Again
Turn them
into you
Full of social justice
with god
by their side
in a land
of opportunity
Imagine - Maeengan Linklater
Imagine
my heart
in your palm
again
Innocent
freshly
laid snow
from winter’s storm
melting close
to your body
I would
listen
to your heartbeat
dance
with your shadow
in the hallway
of our memories
Little Cub with his Little Fangs - Maeengan Linklater
I can see you
Sneaking
in the grass
your tail
dancing
in the wind
through blades
of green
I’m stretched out
yawning
in summer’s breeze
eyes
barely open
dreaming of wild game
open sky
You’re getting closer
getting ready
your fur
stands at attention
one pounce
one kill
You fly
through the air
claws extended
a cub’s roar
You tumble
with your prey
tangled
in daddy’s tail
growling
Little cub
I’m proud
of you
and your little fangs
Ocean - Maeengan
I'm in love
with you
breathing air
at the surface
floating
in your ocean
Spirit World Dream by Maeengan Linklater
at night
sleeping soundly
holding hands
breathing in rhythm
sharing the same dream
in the spirit world
i touch my image
reflected in you
holding your flame
heating my womb
giving birth to you
for when we wake up
drinking from summer’s dawn
would we recall
our moment
together?
Juicy by Maeengan Linklater
I find you juicy
Sweet
Delectable
To eat
Allowing fingers
To soak
With
An ice cream tongue
Creating waves
Ripples
Bathing me
In your joy